rearranging

rearrange the pieces in this old room
built up just to start again
making something new, i don’t recognize
me
anymore.

crashed to pieces the fragments
remaining
pick up what’s left
twisted you between the sheets of memories
try telling me once, ill tell you again

keep it locked
don’t bother to knock
here
cause I’m not your door mat
anymore, no not me anymore

you've kept me here, locked in
held with invisible bands
woven threads of grays and reds
like all the rest, just like all the rest

put back together, seams sewn between the lines
of you and me and all the rest
patches of broken hopes and broken hearts
mismatched memories

take what’s yours but leave what’s mine
but taking yours you take mine
you took it all, leaving all but
me and the shadows of you
in between the lines